Heart broken, anxious and emotional

Travelling alone is not always fun and joyful. At this moment I am going through some intense feelings. For the first time I was even thinking; "I wish I was home". But I don't even have a home anymore...

I thought I met the love of my life and now he is gone to the other side of the world. I felt like I had to choose between my spiritual path and my personal desires. I know that things will get better and this is only temporary, but this are my current emotions and they are welcome. I feel very grateful for my amazing friends and family who support me from a distance. They make me continue this journey.

I have a one week water healing training lined up, starting this weekend so I feel that this is a perfect timing. I will continue this journey. My money situation is scary low which doesn't help. This is why I decided to add a donation link on my forum page for the people who feel like contributing to this journey.